~Hurtness...~

i wrote your name on a piece of paper, 

but i accidentally threw it away...

I wrote your name on my hand , 

but it washed away...

I wrote your name on the sand , 

but the waves whispered it away...

I wrote your name in myheart ,

 but i dont know until when it can stay...

I wanna stay here waiting for u, 

but i know lastly i will loosing you..

u leave me alone..

u hurt my heart, 

u make me felt down so much...

so damn much..

but why i still love u so much..??

why i cannot forget u even 4 one day??

..really i dont know 

and i am not sure 

what the finishing with our promises... ???

everyday...

i hope u will give me happiness 

for close my sadness,

i need ur wishes 

for i will be strenght even without u..

i waiting u,wait ur word..wait u stand beside me..

need ur hand and really need ur love..

but its just my dream u..

i am just in fantasy..

i just get ur shadow...

i can't get u back..its truth...

i loosing you..??u is not mine again..?? or u juz my past love ??...

i am hurtness becoz of u..really hurt..➸❤‌broken...